This movie is based on director Paul Agusta's very own biography and shows snippets of how it is being a homosexual,  from boyhood up to the present time. There are basically eight short films that are somehow combined to form a larger story, based on the director's eight most important moments in his life. Musical scoring was impressive and there are still shots that take on an artistic if not symbolical note and while the acting portrayals were not highly stellar it were generally commendable. An eye-opening movie that gives viewers a glimpse on the issue of homosexuality especially in Indonesia.